good day? bad day

 

 

overall, today i can conclude is a bad day because i heard a bad news from a friend.

Her mum gonna leave the world soon and now she is on the way facing pain and fear her own.it 's pretty sad to know that.

Her mother is such a nice person and she shouldn't be treated like that way. i have no idea how to sooth my friend and have no idea how to deal with the issue of death. i think waiting to the end of the life is horrible.it is full of sadness, fear,lonelyness,hopeless.... if i dun have lord to be me.

i feel so sorry that i chose not to visit her mum when she asked me.but i understand i can't bear that pain when i see her on the bed and i cant control my tear as well.i know my friend needs me but i have no choice. i am afraid of being there and face the pain of losing a friend.it is painful. Lord, forgive me.

and pls help her and her family to face whatever things will happen in future.May YOU bless them.