selfish

today a person told me that i am selfish.

ya may be i am.

but i haven't be selfish for my past 10 years.....what am i selfish for being with my beloved.

i give me my study, start working, lose friends, lose my skills to communicate with others, lose chance.

and even lose time to spend with family, that's all my faults?!

 

may be it is.

that person said i didn't understand. sometimes i didn't really.

did u understand me in the past 10 years. my treasure and important 10 years?

if i were  really selfish , i think  i have gone to hell for several years.

my pain....who knows? nobody.

 

i am not try to let u know that  i am so great to contribute myself but i just wanna let u know that i am not that selfish.

 

u are young, u may not understand my feeling. soon or later u will and dun try to yell nobody understand you.

the fact is everyone knows and we bear the same as u do

 

u are just taking a little part of my pain.

 

P.S. I  love u. i always do